Its kind of similar to me in me actual fact. How I probably give people a different feeling in different places. A different me in civilian life, a different me as a soldier and probably a very unexpected me in Australia. Typical gemini.

I can never forget the icy bite of the bitter cold wind the other night. How it mocked me after a long and lousy day. Nor the sudden need to choke down tears of desperation as I found out how falsehoped I had been today.

All this in Singapore. With so much to look forward to, with so much support to fall back on.

I seriously dont know how its going to turn out. But things will get better.

It already has.